good morning blog readers!

its 4am right now. i just finished a cup of coffee and finished talking to my new friend jeremy. i have not fallen asleep, i did mention im an insomniac right? ANYWAYS. im going to attempt a happier... err more upbeat post this early morning. i went to my boyfriends house earlier (last night i guess) maybe i should tell you more about him. his name is zach. he has black hair, (but its naturally brown) and beautiful chocolate brown eyes that i fall deeper in love with everytime i look into them. hes super sweet to me, and has talked me down from my epic-bad mood swings. oh, and HE SPOILS ME! i tell him not to but he does it anyways. he says he likes to spoil me, and that it makes him happy to see me happy.
i will probably start mentioning my 'rat pack' a little in upcoming posts, and this one obviously. the 'rat pack' is my group of friends, a total of.... (im trying to count them all).... oh forget it haha i dont know how many of us there are exactly, but we all love eachother. WAIT. dont even think like that! not like that. we look at eachother like brothers/sisters. at least, thats how i see it. then theres my second group of friends, theres not alot of us in that one, but thats okay. i love all my friends honestly. i guess ill name the second group the 'mini-pack'. yes. that suits the 'mini-pack' quite nicely. hahaha. oh and those of you from either group reading this, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont take offence to the group names.

want to hear about my family? i'll start with those i live with, then work outward from there. okay, theres my mom, shes my number one hero. she keeps me strong when i feel like im crumbling. yeah we've had our aruguments/fights, about my unclean room, or dishes being left. but she's my mom. shes been through alot. my bio-dad wasnt a good guy. she left and had a few boyfriends between then and my stepdad, (none of which i really liked for long anyways. so its all good) then next thing i know we're in hawaii and shes married, with my baby sister on the way. (i was excited to be a big sister. i even had a shirt! >:D then of course, my sister cried. -.-;) my baby sister cheyenne is nine going on nineteen but i love her, and shes a dancer. cody is eight (he and chey are fifteen months apart) and loves skateboarding. hes also obsessed with wearing shawn white brand clothes. then theres tommy, hes five, and is just like his older brother. all us kids play xbox, and we're pretty good at COD together if i do say so myself. haha. however, we screen peek eachother like crazy :O

uhm thats all ill write for today i guess. posts will be a bit less frequent because school starts again monday so.... yeah =/

WELLLLLLL goodnight, im going to go pass out now up in my cozy warm bed. :D

~Sabrina~