Keep Breathing

Okay. take a deep breath, and exhale. now repeat throughout the day, and don't die. okay?

That's what i said to myself this morning. and it got me up and moving so to speak. i find it hard to stay motivated right now, because I'm on spring break. however, my friends are all going out and having a nice time, having LIVES. and i sit here at home, doing nothing, being nothing, occasionally forgetting to breathe. i haven't left the house except for to go to dinner last night with my stepfather and siblings. but i don't count that, because of a fight with my little brother Cody, my dad restricted my cellphone use so i cant text past 6pm.. that's what threw me all the way over the edge i guess. because that was the only way i could talk to my boyfriend, who was traveling at the time. anyways, i was asked by said boyfriend if i wanted to go see the hunger games with him. WELL A-DUH! but my mom and dad were at the hospital and i was babysitting... SO i couldn't go...but okay... that's fine. so he asked if he could come over. i though: no... dad will say no.. but he had me ask. dad said no, now were both depressed. we haven't seen each other since our spring break started. anyways.. talking on the phone is all we can do. well, that and keep breathing..

Bree-Bear.